It's so hard to find the right words for such a terrible feeling.
But you're smart and i'm sure you'll get me.
I apologize for being such a child the last days.
To be 110% honest, i don't even know the reasons of every movement i make.
And I've been trying to find an answer to all this, but i just can't find it.
I'm so sorry about this childish attitude i've had the last days.
I know it's my fault, but please forgive me.
I'm willing to change, but the last thing i want is to lose you.
Because you have no idea how important you are to me.
I don't care what you do wrong. I still love you for who you are, and i always will.
Again, i'm willing to change what made me get myself into all this shit called nothing.
And believe me, it feels terribly bad.
But i don't want to lose you...
I... I have loved you ever since the beginning of our friendship. I'll always be too scared to say it :(
But losing your friendship would be WORSE than anything, so I prefer to keep this to myself, regardless of the pain I feel.
'Cause your friendship is nothing more than a treasure to me.
So, i'm here to ask you to please forgive me for whatever i did wrong.
I should have talked to you more about everything i felt.
But i'm always so damn quiet, and i close myself to everyone when i'm not feeling good.
You're such a great listener...sadly, i'm really bad when it comes to expressing my feelings.
I'm not sure if maybe i gave you a wrong impression and made you think that i don't accept you, or that i hate you, or that i expect a certain something from you or...that i don't wanna talk to you, or that some things will have to change from now on...
I don't know if i made you think any of those things. I don't wanna try to change you. And i'm still trying to understand that there are things that you'll be doing, things i won't like, but you know why you do them and i'll just have to respect that.
I don't wanna lie to you. Anyway...
I don't know what else to say but that, you know what i feel for you. And, just in case you forgot...
I LOVE YOU. And I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. No matter what.
You're my best friend.
12:58 a.m. - 2005-04-22
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