So i've never been in love.
Someone tell me what it's like.
....desire...
I wanna to know.
Will my only purpose in life ever be felt in my heart?
I'm just wondering....
If maybe that's ever gonna happen.
My only purpose...
"To love and To be loved"
I want to enjoy.
I want to laugh.
I want to cry.
I want to feel alive.
But....aren't all these things = LOVE?
Don't you live when you love?
Don't you enjoy when you love?
Don't you laugh...don't you cry....
Don't you feel alive when you love?
And...you're supposed to feel loved back, when you love this way...aren't you? ........Someone told me........
I don't think i haven't been loved anyway. And I have loved a lot too....
And i've lived...
And i've enjoyed...
And i've laughed...
And i've cried...
And i've felt alive...
But i've never been in LOVE.
And all i want right now, is to feel all those things, and be in love at the same time. And be loved back...
I REALLY . . . REALLY DO.
DAMN! Is that too much to ask?
I'm just desperately wanting to find THAT SOMEONE that i'll be madly in love with, someday.
And i want THAT SOMEDAY to be tomorrow.
Tomorrow...I wanna wake up, and see HIM, first than any other thing.
And i wanna smile.
And i want to feel my heart pounding.
And i wanna feel the tremor of my knees.
And i want to be only able to say "I love you...never go away".
And i want him to hold me.
.....But tomorrow, that won't happen.
Tomorrow, it'll just be the same as today.
And i'll probably be dreaming...
...and thinking THIS will never.............ever happen.
'Cause right now, i just think it's never gonna happen.
Today....
Right now...
I just feel that desire.
12:20 a.m. - 2003-11-23
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