I wish...
...i was thinner and beautiful.
...i had found love.
...i was very very intelligent.
...i knew more about everything.
...i had an awsome singing voice.
...i had a better social life.
...i didn't spend so much time online.
...i could trust more people.
...i wasn't so sensitive.
...people didn't judge me so much and would talk to me when something (about me) is on their minds.
...i hadn't become a resentful person the last year.
...my parents would never die.
...i had more money.
...people would take the chance to get to know me.
...i read more.
...i didn't miss my babies (little cousins) this much.
...i had an older brother.
I'm glad...
...people think i'm pretty.
...i've found love in different ways.
...i'm smart.
...i'm always willing to learn from others.
...i can sing.
...i have the friends i have.
...i have a computer.
...my friends trust me the way they do.
...my friends think i'm sweet.
...i don't care about what people think about me.
...i'm not stupid enough to stay in touch with people who do and talk shit about me and my beloved ones.
...i have such a great relationship with my parents.
...me and my parents have enough money to live.
...there's more to me than meets the eye.
...i've read a lot.
...they look up to me and think about me every now and then.
...i have JP.
I realise...
...that i can't be perfect. And there'll always be something good about me.
...that someday, my time will come. And i will be loved.
...that i will know more as i grow.
...that i can be too serious sometimes.
...that i can be too immature sometimes.
...that people love me for me. And these people are the ones i care about.
...that i am very lucky to be me, here, now.
...how thankful i am for the love i get everyday from you guys.
...that i'm young.
...that everything takes time.
...that there IS more to life.
I know...
...I'd rather have 10 REAL friends, in my whole life, than a 1000 fake ones. (I have them both. 10 Real ones and many fake ones).
...I'd rather tell the truth and suffer for a while, than living in a lie for a lifetime.
...I'd rather be able to do one thing right, than many things, not quite well.
...I'd rather die, than denying everything i belive in.
...I'd give all i have to see my friends and family happy.
I'm willing to...
...keep the friends i have at the time for as long as i can. For they are the best friends i've ever had.
...keep on learning from the others.
...keep on reading.
...keep on studying.
...keep on dreaming.
...keep on singing.
...keep on writing.
...keep on trying.
Y llega la madrugada.
1:25 a.m. - 2004-10-03
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